I am forced to produce something

         It has been so long since I last written something here and it feels kinda nostalgic. From this experience, I realized that my typing skills improved a lot and I can type quite fast without looking at the keyboard now! It is almost perfect in my opinion if we ignore the fact that I have many typo and spelling mistakes. I love the delete button~

        After my mother read something on Facebook (or was it from her friends?). She decided that she was not being strict enough and implemented a new rule. At tis point, it is a common occurrence that my mother will always feel the need to change something after hearing about the other parent's perfect schedule or kids. And that is why I am writing this, because she thinks we should write a report about maybe the games I played or manhwas I read to be productive.

        Recently, I have been really stress about many things. Not only the my cheerleading performance coming up and I do not know the dance steps at all, I am also worried about my friendship with my friend and their opinions of me. In case you do not know, I am an overthinker and an introvert so I tired after socializing even if it is my closes friends. Other than that, I am also very unsure about my future after my mother gave a talk about needing many achievements in order to get into a good university. Looking back, I barely participated in any events is my secondary years other than musical and choir. Recently, my grade also dropped and the subject I use to excel at gave me a score that is probably my second lowest of all time.

        So for an update on my Malay subject, I changed back to foreign language. Although I passed and did not get the lowest (surprisingly). It was too stressful for me. My teacher keep scolding me Infront of the whole class and target me even though two other people get as low as me and some even gave up on their essay entirely. Foreign is really easy except for a question about parts of a hospital which we have never learned before. I can't believe that they think it is common knowledge to know about the rooms in a hospital in malay

           That is all for today, I wish my luck would improve soon. Bye bye~